"I finally have an audience to ignore me
I can yell all I want
but you still can't hear me"
- "Ballad for the Lost Romantics"
New Found Glory

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Carlos Beltran: A Mets Life Remembered

I remember it was 2004. I was 16 years old, burned out from the last three seasons, which were all equally terrible for different reasons. Despite the irrelevance it seemed the Mets were falling in to, a couple of bright spots did rise up in the names of Jose Reyes and David Wright, youngsters who were supposed to ring in a new era in Flushing, though one that still seemed a considerable way away.

Half way across the country, one Carlos Beltran, Center Fielder for the Houston Astros, just finished up putting a historic postseason, the likes of which we had never seen before and have not seen since. He tied the record with 8 home runs, set the record with 21 runs scored, and had an OPS of 1.557, all while hitting over .400. All of this was done in just two rounds, as his Astros were eliminated by the St. Louis Cardinals in the NLCS.

Iremember the night the Mets all but acquired Beltran. I sat anxiously clutching my radio, listening to WFAN. If Beltran was not signed by the Astros by midnight, he could not resign with them until May 1, all but assuring he would come to the Mets, the team that was vigorously courting him. And then the announcement came that Beltran was free to sign with other teams. That team ended up being the Mets, the start of a new era that included Pedro Martinez and the two bright young stars. 7 years, $119 million.

Six and a half years later, the inevitable has finally arrived. Carlos Beltran's days as a Met are finished, off to the Golden City to begin a serious playoff push. In my lifetime, no Met career has been more hotly contested than that of Mr. Beltran. He has been a hero and a goat, a favorite and a favorite target. He's experienced the best of times and the worst of times, sometimes unfairly, sometimes with good reason. To call it a roller coaster would be far too simplistic and an understatement.

Beltran may be the most misunderstood player in recent Mets memory. Labeled by many as "soft" for his almost constant battles with injuries, it seems Mets fans could never forgive him for many things, and most certainly could never forget. To the rational fan, he was beloved. He put up some great numbers, especially in 2006 and 2007, and provided a solid presence in the middle of the lineup with the Mets needed it and he's been a good clubhouse guy. To the message board fan, he was torn apart, labeled as the almost singular cause of our loss in 2006 and the one who would have rather gone to the Yankees.

In the end, that is what Beltran's career was. The rumor he wanted to sign with the cross town rivals for less money hung over his head like an ominous dark cloud. At the slightest bit of turmoil, that fact was brought out, like in any relationship. The Mets fan in this case was the angry girlfriend, and Beltran was the boyfriend who occasionally looked at the girl's hot friend, and the girlfriend never let him forget it. I don't hold this against Beltran, because all players would rather be Yankees. The money's good, and the postseason chances are great. He ended up in Flushing, and that's all that ever mattered to me.

The other thing that will forever hang over Beltran's head and define his 6 plus years in Queens is one pitch, one curveball, one called striked, one lost NLCS. The only real chance the Mets have had at a World Series win since 2000 lies squarely and unfairly on the shoulders of Mr. Beltran. The pitch, thrown by Adam Wainwright, was simply un-hittable. Had he swung, he most likely would have missed. At best, it would have been a weak ground ball. The prospects of a Mets win would not have improved with a swing, but as John Sterling would say, "You just can't predict baseball, Suzyn."

From Mets fan friends of mine, I've heard they wished Beltran had swung because it would have shown he cared. Somehow, taking that un-hittable curveball showed a lack of interest in the outcome of that game, no doubt the most important in his career. I say that I don't care about that, I care about results. Had he swung and missed or gotten out I would feel no better today than I do now. But that's the Mets fan, the most illogical creature on this planet. And they've never let Beltran forget it.

It's sad to know that Beltran's career here did not produce any record of greatness like it could have. Injuries did their part to slow him down, along with the team, and the pieces never quite fit right enough to bring a title to Shea Stadium and now Citi Field. This is no fault of Carlos Beltran. Carlos Beltran, like David Wright and Jose Reyes, is only one man and can only do so much to help the team win. The overall pieces never came into the place the way they could have.

I will always look back fondly on his time with the Mets. I do no see him as the man who cashed in and whose softness got in the way of his performance. When I think of Carlos Beltran, I will think of the diving catch he attempted in San Diego back in 2005, leading to the collision with Mike Cameron, and I will remember how he valiantly played through the broken bones in his face. Maybe it's just me, but that doesn't sound like a soft player. Carlos Beltran was not a soft player, he was not a prima donna.

If he's guilty of anything, it's signing with the New York Mets. He gave this team his all, and I'll always remember him for that. Thank You Carlos Beltran. "El Esta Aqui" no more.

Monday, July 11, 2011

The New York Mets: Halfway Through 2011

If there's one thing the 2011 New York Mets have done consistently, it's confuse us and entertain us. Truth be told, this team has been as fun to watch as they've been frustrating. At times they've looked like they could break through and make a run, while at other times they look like they don't have enough talent to win a game.

I've complained for the past year about how much less I care about this specific incarnation of the Mets because I know going into the season that they wouldn't make a run and that many of the players I care about are only playing out their times with this team. The truth is, though, that I've had as much fun watching this team as I've had watching any Mets team over the past 10 years, with the exception of 2006.

What this team lacks in talent they make up for in pure guts and determination. If you ignore the high payroll, this team really exemplifies the young, misfit, scrappy teams you see the movies. Guys like Justin Turner and Daniel Murphy have provided more than you could possibly have considered before the year began. Without David Wright, Johan Santana, Ike Davis and Jose Reyes for a decent amount of the season, this team has remained over .500, which many people didn't think was possible even without considering injuries.

But the most infuriating thing about this team is that, as fun as they are to watch and even with the idea of "anything is possible" in sports, we won't get a chance to see this team make a serious run. The Mets are in one of the two toughest divisions in baseball (the other being the AL East). As improbable as this ride has been, the Mets will not make it to the promised land. That's not negativity about the team, because for once I love the way they're playing. But right now the Phillies are untouchable (from our standpoint). The Braves are on pace for around 90 wins, and as fun as the Mets have been to watch it's not fair to think this team can win 90 games. I think this team can peak at about 84 wins, which will not be enough the way the two top NL teams are playing, which is a shame.

This Mets team reminds me a lot of the 2005 squad. They hung around a lot longer than anybody thought possible, and until September they barely hung around, giving everyone hope that they could sneak into the playoffs. That team was also fun to watch, and until the Cameron/Beltran collision they seemed like they could contend. Unfortunately, that team fell short but finished above .500 (83-78) and led the way for the return of the team.

I definitely do not think next year will be another 2006, even though I could dream. But I do love the direction this team has taken. Their attitude displays urgency. They have shown that they care and they will fight for Terry Collins. Collins and Alderson have done a fantastic job of changing the dynamic and atmosphere around this franchise amid terrible circumstances with the Wilpons in their financial problems. With all the problems this team has faced it's amazing how impressive they've been this year.

Maybe if Wright, Reyes, and Santana return healthy and the Mets can secure them all for next year the team can begin to build towards a potential solid team that can use its scrappy attitude to put together an improbable playoff berth. It's so hard to ever get a solid read on this team, but all I hope that the Wilpons do not get in the way of where this team looks to be heading, because the Mets are actually enjoyable, albeit frustrating, again.